Looking for answers in all of the wrong places, even with hours and days dedicated to the understanding. Where to turn...
Haven't felt like this in years, haven't cried like this in years, haven't been this disappointed in myself ever.
Sometimes your best isn't enough, and honestly this semester has had that feel for me the whole time. It's as though i'm trying to gain my balance but have to stand at a 45 degree angle; you never feel right and you never gain a sense of confidence on your feet.
So you look to the future that looked so bright, and watch it turn to ashes. Banish those old familiar, hope filled dreams, that helped you stay focussed and instead trade them in for nothing.
Here's to nothing.
Cheers.
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